Second last day at work and I am beginning to wonder about my next job (which starts next Monday and which I am beginning to regret for not taking a break in between jobs. Dedicated worker la konon, haha!)
What is it like working in a design and build company?
Will I be able to convince my boss to get that kick ass Pentium Duo Processor pc with 2 gb of ram?
What is the office toilet like?
Will I get mugged?
Will I have free flow of internet access? Will I get to use msn? Will my fellow msners miss me?Will I get to blog?
How long will it take for me to reach my office (35 km, on a highway, on a working day)?
Will I have to work late a lot?
Such silly, trivial thoughts.
Then yesterday as I was driving back, got caught in the jam and my body was driving in autopilot mode, so my mind started to wander again (I think this is how accidents happen, I wouldn't recommend it).
What if I died tomorrow?I am so morbid, I scare myself sometimes. Anyway, since it was a very long drive back from work yesterday,..
How will I die? If I were to die tomorrow, it would definitely be due to some kind of freak accident (knowing how uncoordinated my limb movements are, and heck, I was driving in autopilot mode for God's sake!)
Will I still "be around" or do I just die and dissappear?If I just died and dissappeared, it would be such a shame. I would have liked to see what my funeral would have been like. And see how many people attended and sincerely grieved for me. But then again, if I were still to "be around", it would hurt so much to not to be able to touch, or hold or talk to the people I love.
Then I started to think,
What have I done so far?I then decided that I am not yet ready to face death.
P.s Oh by the way, just in case, I am an organ donor and I would like to be cremated.
My colleagues are actually throwing me a farewell party. Going to the extend of a poolside BBQ party. They must be so glad I'm leaving. Haha. Or either that, they finally have a reason to celebrate.
Oh, and I've started to jog. BWAHAHAHAH!!
I bloody hate to be taken advantage of!
F*** YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it when my so called "niceness" is being taken for granted as a yes. Can't you bloody people get a HINT?! Wouldn't it be BAD when i actually give you a BIG FAT NO?! Think I got nothing better to do is it? I CANNOT BE DOING THINGS FOR FREE MAN! THINK I DON'T HAVE TO MAKAN IS IT?!
SHIT ASS PEOPLE....F***KING ASSES!!!!!!
The worst thing is, I feel like I am partly to be blamed, which makes me feel even more STUPID!
STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've billed him! Damn it feels good! (20 September 2006)
I finally found out why I couldn't blog from work. I had somehow set my security settings in such a way that I could not access blogger.com. But I so smart, I figured that out, so now I'm happily blogging again.
Took a bloody one hour 20 minutes to reach my office this morning. Jam gila sial! Actually it has been that way for the past few days and my guess is it will continue for the next 5 years? Colleague said that they are building yet another flyover. Mak oi! Anyway, not that it will make much difference to me, as I've quit my job.
Yes, Ahlian the Interior Designer is back!
Got myself a pretty decent ID job that pays enough not to make me whine so much. Only downside would be its 35-km-one-way distance and the extra half day at work on Saturdays.
Well, you win some, you lose some I guess.
Then as if the jam was not enough to dampen my mood, an msn tomodachi sent me this:
http://www.autoworld.com.my/forum/allposts.asp?summary=1&Forum=ap895436763&access=2&status=1&subject=The+world+learns+Malaysians+are+morons%2ELeNgLuI says:
make tea tarik
LeNgLuI says:
haha..so funny
me says:
imagine go ALL the way to space
me says:
to make teh tarik
LeNgLuI says:
cos u cannot expect them to go there and solve the black hole mystery rite?
me says:
LOL!!!
LeNgLuI says:
he might not be able to remember the solar system
LeNgLuI says:
give an easy task, coming back rakyat malaysia can scream for joy
LeNgLuI says:
mission pharking completed!
Teh tarik. Milo ais. Roti canai. Whatever makes them happy la.
Anyway, since the last update, I've learnt and discovered that:
1-The male species is generally dirtier than the more evolved female.
2-The male species is generally lazier when it comes to housework.
3-Alizee is one hot french chick. With really infectious songs.
4-I won an INXS CD. Nevermind that I already have that CD. Nevermind that I actually wanted their concert tickets.
5-Rockstar Supernova is addictive.
6-ALWAYS make sure you have enough turning radius when making a corner. Especially at the JB tol plaza. The ones with the extended tol booths that has a ridiculous sharp cornered divider thingy.
7-ALWAYS say "Iloveuimsorryiloveuimsorry" as many times as possible whenever you are guilty of something. (e.g crashing someone else's car at the tol plaza)
8-I know what fiat money is all about now. I feel so intelek. Cerdik pandai.
Meanwhile, I have four more weeks of jolly-ing about before starting my new job. Yay!
